joy in my tears
that once were so deadly
and sad
bullet on my fears
that once were so deadly
and took me over
the weak person i am
vulture took me away
dangling from his beak
but my wings have sprung
and i'm divine now
my heart came back
and he told me
it felt like home
out on the open field
i let my soul be free
out on the open field
green grass covers me
and in the night
i finally see
my eyes were open
i just didn't know
how to make use of them
i loved him
i've loved him all this time
i don't know how
i don't know when
but i did
i wanted him
his sun tanned skin
his dangerous lips
tar black hair
chocolate eyes
take me away
now i know
i've blown the chance
and you're off the hook
i know you've found
someone better
who makes you smile
more than i did
more than i ever did
someone better
i pray for you now
i pray for a happy life
i pray for your smile
even if i go
even if i cry
even if i die
light up
the skies
with a smile
and ill know
you're okay
we're okay
and the worst was
knowing it was going to kill me
but still
i couldn't stop
it had become a part of me
like some kind of new heart
take it from me
and the blood stops running
and i
i die
i can't stop it
my lungs are heavy
my mind is suspended
on a tiny wire
and it's bound to snap
anytime soon
snap
you'll never know
oh never know
how much it hurts
oh how much it hurts
to know i've left you
way behind in time
i've lost you
and there's no getting back
they took you away
and there is no way
oh there is no way
no single way
to have you back
my little darling
my little prize
my sparkling diamond
And so
I get in
And I watch
As the houses
The people
The lights
Move further
And further
Away from me
At 2 am in the morning
Wave goodbye to the town
That watched me grow
I'm going far
Somewhere i don't know
Goodbye my love
I'll be back
Promise me
You'll be safe
You'll be sound
You'll be happy
And i'll have
The happiest trip
silver skin
thin layer of ice
golden lips
a destructive vice
angel voice
cuts out the noise
chocolate eyes
sweet like cinamon
fragile heart
i was the one to break it
joy in my tears
that once were so deadly
and sad
bullet on my fears
that once were so deadly
and took me over
the weak person i am
vulture took me away
dangling from his beak
but my wings have sprung
and i'm divine now
my heart came back
and he told me
it felt like home
out on the open field
i let my soul be free
out on the open field
green grass covers me
and in the night
i finally see
my eyes were open
i just didn't know
how to make use of them
i loved him
i've loved him all this time
i don't know how
i don't know when
but i did
i wanted him
his sun tanned skin
his dangerous lips
tar black hair
chocolate eyes
take me away
now i know
i've blown the chance
and you're off the hook
i know you've found
someone better
who makes you smile
more than i did
more than i ever did
someone better
i pray for you now
i pray for a happy life
i pray for your smile
even if i go
even if i cry
even if i die
light up
the skies
with a smile
and ill know
you're okay
we're okay
and the worst was
knowing it was going to kill me
but still
i couldn't stop
it had become a part of me
like some kind of new heart
take it from me
and the blood stops running
and i
i die
i can't stop it
my lungs are heavy
my mind is suspended
on a tiny wire
and it's bound to snap
anytime soon
snap
you'll never know
oh never know
how much it hurts
oh how much it hurts
to know i've left you
way behind in time
i've lost you
and there's no getting back
they took you away
and there is no way
oh there is no way
no single way
to have you back
my little darling
my little prize
my sparkling diamond
And so
I get in
And I watch
As the houses
The people
The lights
Move further
And further
Away from me
At 2 am in the morning
Wave goodbye to the town
That watched me grow
I'm going far
Somewhere i don't know
Goodbye my love
I'll be back
Promise me
You'll be safe
You'll be sound
You'll be happy
And i'll have
The happiest trip
silver skin
thin layer of ice
golden lips
a destructive vice
angel voice
cuts out the noise
chocolate eyes
sweet like cinamon
fragile heart
i was the one to break it
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A couple working on a bike. Or is it? I can't really-
T o think of the possibility of them robbing it, maybe I'm really too pessimistic. But, on the other hand, would it be that unlikely? They might be burglars who stole the money from the bars or the cinema. And now they need something to escape, as their original means is hindered why so ever. Do I know?
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n
A man drawing closer to them. Is he only passing by or-
T
r ealistically, if the man were the owner of the bike and the couple intends to steal it, this might turn out very interesting. He might shout at them, unheard by me because of the train's noise,
Another year passes,
Another day fades away,
Another chance lost,
As my body starts to decay.
Another heart to be broken,
Another tear to be cried,
Another friendship to end,
As my life is swept aside.
Another mistake to be made,
Another lie to be told,
Another bond to be broken,
As I begin to fold.
I remember this day,
As a symbol of my life,
Another broken man,
Who has no strengh left to fight.
Leaving My Past Behind by ChibiterasuOkamiden, literature
Literature
Leaving My Past Behind
I feel
Like taking my heart
from my breast
and crushing it
against the paper
'till the blood flows
Like pooling my tears
in a bucket of sorrow
and splashing them
over the canvass
that encasses my sorrow
and shows it to the world
Like pulling my sobs
from the air
where they tremble
and quiver their noises
and pulverising them
into a pulpy smear
surrounded by red and blue
Like slicing away at my soul
and gluing the strips
into place
letting the masterpiece
of sad feelings
of regret and helplessness
be broadcast to the universe
I let it hang on the wall
I leave it there so that I may move on
I leave it, and leave the
I want to be a king,
A regent of wood and sea.
I want to dance and sing,
A master of all I can see.
I wish to sit on a high chair,
Surrounded by riches and loves.
All about me the beauty of doves,
The sight curing every despair.
I want to travel all the lands,
Guided by caring hands.
Ride the earth and ship the water,
Accompanied by my comrades' laughter.
I want to leave behind these white walls,
That ugly smell, these white halls.
I want to be someone who stands and calls,
And not someone who whispers and falls.
I am a king, sitting in a chair, my two-legged warhorse,
I can see so much through the glass and control so little
out on the open field
i let my soul be free
out on the open field
green grass covers me
and in the night
i finally see
my eyes were open
i just didn't know
how to make use of them
Aaand thanks again for the fav on another one of my works. And I'd like to ask you the same thing again, which is, of course, like last time, a mere question. If you don't want to you don't have to.
Thank you very much for faving my poem, it's really very much appreciated! Might I humbly ask to leave a comment about what you liked and disliked? That'd really help me out.